I’m 24 now. Still kissless, still a virgin. I think my looks and high standards are to blame after all. I could easily get a 5/10, but do I want to? No! I refuse to even date any woman less than 7/10. I simply can’t find anything lower than that attractive. And I know for a fact that once I’m seen with an ugly girl, everyone will automatically assume I am settling (which I would be) and can’t get any better. Yet, I’m facially around 5/10, therefore only girls in “my league” have been attracted to me so far. By the way, you can find out how beautiful you are by going through this test. The mask has to fit your face or you are ugly. It doesn’t fit my face, especially my nose, therefore I am ugly. No rocket science there!
Sure, I can dress up, swagger like an alpha, speak in a masculine voice, brandish my six pack abs and tower my height over the girls, be confident, get into fights and what not (been there, done that), but they will still see that 5/10 face of mine. They still know my genes are not perfect and a perfect woman will not settle for an inferior man, because she can always get better. I don’t say I need a perfect woman, but something close.
Whenever my mother says:”But you look good!” I answer “then why didn’t any of those 30 girls I chatted up go to a date with me?” This shuts her up for good, because it is a known fact that attractive males do get attention from girls. Look at Zyzz. He even admitted himself that he does not approach girls but stands in parties looking pretty and waiting them to approach him. My body is not far from Zyzz’s, but it doesn’t give me much. Yes, I’ve got some attention at the beach, but that’s only 2 months in a year where I live . Unlike Australia in my country you can’t walk around shirtless all throughout the year.
So, here comes my 6 year plan into play. I designed this plan to maximize everything I can in my life and give me what I crave for so much – attraction from attractive opposite sex. Many will think I am crazy, but you haven’t been born with a retarded face, so you will NEVER understand how it feels for me. You are probably a normie, who can get rid of acne, get a fit body, a new haircut and look banging. Unfortunately, I am not that case and believe me – I’ve tried anything.
Anyway, to correct my face fully, I need to do the following:
– Get teeth straightened and jaw corrected via complicated surgery. Cost ~ $6000
– Get orbital ridge implant surgery under eyes to give my face a fuller look and fix the flat face from profile. Cost ~ $15000
– If going bald, and I might since my father is, get a hair transplant surgery. Cost ~ $10000
– Get a surgery to move my hairline lower, so my forehead doesn’t appear to be that big. Cost ~ $8000
– I might need rhinoplasty to enlarge my tiny nose. Cost ~ $10000
Total ~ $50000
Of course, I would get full 3D image to predict how my face would look after the surgeries. I would model my perfect face that would fit the aforementioned mask and then make 10 variations or so, posting each one on hotornot and several other sites for rating in order to see which one gets rated most. Only then I would go through with the actual surgeries.
So why 6 years?
Because once I hit 30 my body and looks will start deteriorating and going downhill. 30 years is the pinnacle of male beauty and development. If I achieve the perfect face by then, then the world will be my oyster.
So what will I be doing apart from trying to earn shitton of money for 6 years? Naturally, I will be using every chance I get to interact with the opposite sex and improve my flirting skills and charisma. I am not expecting to get laid or get a beautiful girlfriend, since I am ugly, but once I get my face fixed, the learned skills will aid me in banging all the hotties I’ve missed on for my 30 pathetic years.
If everything goes by the plan I should be wealthy, attractive and charismatic by 30, getting laid like crazy, being with beautiful women and being considered as “alpha”.
“What if something goes wrong and I disfigure myself in the process?” you might ask. I already have an answer in this post.
>>12438572
First of all, EVERYONE has facial imperfections unless they’ve had surgery, and most people haven’t, so shut the hell up about yours.
Secondly, look closely at male models. You’ll find most of them aren’t more than the 6ish and 7ish range, yet they can get any girls they want just by style.
Also, maybe you’re a bit too ripped. You do realize that being too muscular is unattractive? Girls generally like ottermode the best, maybe SLIGHTLY more than that.
Finally, the most likely reason you can’t get attractive girls, you’re a complete weirdo aspie. I mean most normal people I know don’t say shit like
>If I somehow fuck myself up I can always detonate in the centre.
and lol at that color red shit. I doubt that changes ANYTHING.
R9K, I’m slightly more than ottermode. /fit/ said I am ottermode, /fa/ said that I have the body type the girls like best. I think this is the reason why so many women looked and smiled at me at the beach, but as I said before, it’s 2 months a year.
Honestly, after reading your blog I just feel kinda sorry for you. Even if you do achieve this goal of yours of getting laid, deep down you’ll never change; you’ll still be the same lame, pathetic beta. You may be able to change your looks with surgery, but you’ll still have the same hideous personality, and you’re kinda too late to change it. Maybe if you thought about this about 5 years ago….
Good luck all the same though.
Don’t listen to the haters, dude. If this is what you want to do, then you should do it. Fuck what all them other niggas think.
There will be a lot of haters who tell you you can’t do this or that you’ll still be a beta deep down inside if you accomplish all your goals. They say this because they are jealous of your strength and determination. They say this because they are weak and you are mighty. If you want to be an alpha male, bro, you will become an alpha male. No doubt, nigga.
I really admire what you’re doing, bro, and I believe in you. :3
My advice to you is to stop caring. You will get laid more. Stop caring if you measure up to some metrics; if you are inexperienced, if your face is unattractive, if you have the most beautiful girl in the world, if you have desirable qualities X,Y, and Z.
“And I know for a fact that once I’m seen with an ugly girl, everyone will automatically assume I am settling (which I would be) and can’t get any better.”
Why do you give a shit what others think of you? Stop being a little bitch.
If you can’t have sex with a 5, you will never have sex with a 10. The fact is you care too much about what others think of you, which is the real source of your unattractiveness. It has very little to do with your face.
Good game goes the distance, and the basis of good game is not giving a fuck. Go up to girls with no intention other than having a good time with them, not because you need them or want to have sex with them. When the vibe is on, escalate.
Don’t worry if you bang the hottest girls. They will come with experience and practice. Do yourself a favor, and bang a girl who can make you hard. If she passes the boner test, take her home and bang her. I promise you will learn more from the experience and become less of a caring little bitch than you will writing these emo blog posts.
More posts, please.
MOAR
Yeeeah, this is going to sound insipid and cliche to you, but if you think that being handsome and getting laid constantly will make you happy, it won’t. Men who have sex with lots of women and KEEP having sex with lots of women do it because they are never, ever, satisfied. EVER. Think of it as being incredibly thirsty but having nothing available to drink but Mountain Dew. Sure, it helps in the short-term, but then it drains you dry and you wind up more thirsty than before. Drinking gallons of Mountain Dew is stupid when what you really need is a plain ole glass of water. You following my analogy here?
There’s nothing wrong with self-improvement, wanting to make more money, wanting to be more stylish and charismatic, etc. And truthfully the dental work and reconstructive jaw surgery is probably a good idea primarily for health reasons, and secondarily for cosmetic ones. But your 6 year plan is basically trying to turn yourself into something and someone you aren’t, and it won’t work. Believe me, I know what it’s like to be 24 and to want to be someone else… but you’ll do yourself a HUGE favor if you just accept yourself basically as you are and work with what you have. You’ll save yourself YEARS of wasted anguish.
I’ll also tell you another secret… alpha males don’t try to be alpha. They just are. And not every alpha is some muscled up pretty boy whose daddy bought his way into an Ivy league college followed by a seat at Goldman Sachs, banging every cheerleader and sorority girl and drunk chick at a dance club along the way. Alphas aren’t always rich, or good-looking, or famous. Alphas are alphas because they are who they are and are satisfied with it. Alphas figure that people either like them or don’t, and don’t give a fuck about people or things that don’t matter. Alphas do what they choose to do, and no matter how trivial or awesome it is, they don’t waste time on self-doubt. They most certainly don’t waste the kind of time you do on it!
Lastly, your insistence on getting girls who are 7+ is stupid. At your age (24 still?), women are becoming considerably less tolerant of virgins. When you were 20 or 21, even 22, you could still get away with it. But women your age don’t want to “teach” lovers about sex or relationships anymore. They’ve gotten tired of it, and want men who are grown-ups, not men who are still boys. So just freaking get out there and get some sex experience. Get some relationship experience, too. No one is going to judge you for dating a girl who is a 5 or a 6, particularly if she’s sweet/smart/funny, and particularly if you treat her well.
Oh, and if you’re a good lover, a good boyfriend, and overall a positive and decent person to be around, you’ll be MUCH more likely to catch a girl who is a 7, or maybe even an 8 or a 9. Pretty much all women have been treated like shit by some guy at some point, and attractive women even more so because guys pursue them for the wrong reasons. So when a decent guy comes along who treats her right — and who knows how to make her happy in EVERY way if you get what I’m saying — it’s like night and day. If a woman is sane, normal, and grounded, she would MUCH rather be with a plain guy with a modest income who makes her feel special and loved over a rich pretty boy who cares more about his car and his clothes than his girlfriend. If a woman cares more about the looks, the clothes, and the car… trust me, she’s fucking bonkers and you do not want a piece of that.